Today I discovered the joy of submitting

Aaron is the perfect Dom for my first full experience of submission

Knowing I was seeing Aaron today, I woke up from a restless night feeling so nervous I thought I was going to be sick.

He texted me just after I woke:

Aaron: Good morning

MillyLou: Hello

Aaron: Are you ready to be a very good girl ?

MillyLou: I’ll do my best

Aaron: I think you mean ‘I will do my best sir’ 😘

MillyLou: Yes sir

Aaron: Very good girl! 

The school run was the most stressful drive I have ever done. The traffic was terrible and I was torn between wanting to get home and wanting to get stuck so that I could avoid the situation I had created.

Back home I was nervously hovering around the hallway when he rang the doorbell. I opened the door and stepped back to let him in. 

Without saying anything he gathered my hair in one hand and pulled my head roughly back, exposing my neck. He kissed and bit at my neck working his way up until he placed a gentle kiss on my lips and asking “Where are we going” 

I led him upstairs

“I want you in the same state I left you in last time. Take your knickers off”

I did as I was told. 

He sat on the edge of my bed and pulled me towards him, kicking my feet outwards so that I was standing with my legs wide apart straddling his. I felt vulnerable and exposed as he slid one hand up my skirt. I was off balance so was forced to hold onto his upper arm to stop from falling. Just like on Sunday he slipped 2 fingers into me and quickly found my g-spot. He put his other hand around my throat and squeezed just enough to let me know he was in total control.

He explained the situation to me, quietly and calmly. “You don’t come until I say you can. When you want to, you’ll need to beg me. To ask my permission. Understand?”

I nodded to confirm my understanding.